finally a long wkend for me. gonna do some resting up and prepare for certain things next week.nothing to say. all except that the rashes i suspected last wk was wrong. those were sand flies bite all over me. got cream to apply. seen improvments but still itces madly frm time to time. legs are more or less recovered. so left the itch to get rid off. blah...

The fact is that i still have feelings towards you
who am i bluffing when i say all that...
and thats so it hurts...

argh. not a good week for me this week...

firstly only manage to book out today at 6am due to the det live firing yest and only got 2hr of slp. thats not all. after the live firing and is like an out-field kind now i got some things like rashes all over my right leg and the right side of my back. and the itch is juz damn irritating and uncomfortable. argh! =(

if u think thats all. theres more. on my fri jump. my first jump was alright. but not the same for my 2nd one. my 2nd jump i landed on the runway of the airstrip and due to the strong wind i landing on my butt and taking majority of the impact. and now theres pain from sitting and walking and oso due to the akaward landing. i oso strained my left thigh. haix

all these add tgt and is super uncomfortable. haix i juz hope the rashes things can juz clear fast

somehow i can guess but,
somehow i just still cant let go,
somehow i think im just stupid
somehow i think im just dumb
somehow i miss you
somehow i still...

Having running nose, signus, sneezing, coughing and headache all coming together feels like crap. Adding on to it training under rain crawling ard on wet grass. Whole uniform wet and damp brings it to the next level. Just hope that i will not feel worse tml.

Haha how bored can i be... Currently watching the 81st oscars awards in guard room and blogging haha.
Cool tough fight between slumdog millionair and the curious case of benjimine buttons. Shall watch the latter soon

yet another lonely year of valentine's day. haha. it juz feels different on tis special occasion and im in army. haha. maybe is juz me
wonder when will be the time when i will not celebrate a lonely valentine's day. haha

well. nothing much this week. pretty slack. except for the fact tat my specs flew off while i was doing my airborne jump from a C-130 plane. but at least i got my wings. haha

next 2 weeks gonna be a low moral and depressing week as i will need to burn 2 of my sat away for the following 2 sat coming up. haix. crap

well. nothing much left. so i wish all a happy valentine's day!

The only thing i can do now is ........
but i donno......
will my decision be right....

been a long week for me...

was out on the field for 5 days this weeks. and thus explained me lacking of sleep for all 5 days. having less thn 5 hours of sleep everyday. as i need to be on 24hr standby as a cover medic for the senior companies for their outfield exercise. Ex Falcon 2.
so is not easy being a cover medic as i always need to be prepared for a casualty at anytime for all 5 days for 24hours. heh

and thats not all. i only manage to book out today due to me doing COS duty. to put it simple is something like clerk duty for 24hr. doing works ranging from admin paperwork to answering phone calls. but at least i get to rest in an air-con room. haha. a bonus for me.

now this can be said a last min post/update before booking in to camp earlier this week at 2000. haix. long and tiring week for me. and next week will have an outfield exercise. guess i will be quite shagged out next week. but oh well.

oh ya i oso got stung by a bee after i camp back from the 5 days outfield. lol. how unlucky can i be. haha.

hopeiwillbeabletoaskuoutthiscomingsat
ifthatistohappeniguessiwontbetiredanymore

im tried due to lack of rest that i reqquired.

feeling like crap...