not a good week for me...
actually is juz tiring week for me.
didnt really have much rest this week. thus i think is the cause of my heat exhaustion today morning.

having a heat exhaustion is no fun at all. felt totally energy-less. and all my limbs were all numb and have totally no energy to do anything. not even stand up. oh not to mention. i felt hot and cold not stop. its like im feeling hot. the next min im feeling cold. the next min im feeling hot again. the experience totally sucks.

well had 2 bags of IV drips. felt much better after that. so i guess everything is fine now.

David Archuleta - Crush
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I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush

Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me, just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl?
Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever!

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
This crush ain't going away-ay-ay

Going away
Going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay


nice song. think this song was like out for quite some time. only now i manage to find it. as the pass few times when i heard it. either i forgot the song title or forgot to search for it. ha

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY to all mom out there
esp to my very own mom =))

somehow this week after booking out. i feel quite emo for wad reason i dont know. is it stress im feeling now?

it feels that im invisible and whether im around or not is not important at all. to the extent where even if im to juz walk away no one will even notice at all. and in the end be forgotten. it just seems that only when im needed to help do something where i will juz pop back up in ppl mind and i will not be invisible. However rite after the thing is done. *poof* im inivisble again for who knows how long again before im needed.
all these juz seem to show how insignificant i am and how unimportant i am to everyone. well i donno. all these juz feel so de javu. like being all alone once again with no one around me. and all the things i did are all back to square one...

random...

somehowsometimesireallywishtotalktoyou
howeveritjuzseemsicantevenifitried
juzwhenitfeelsdifferent
everythingisnowbacktohowitwasbefore
iguessimjustnotasclose
ifonlyicanjustsaythisout...

another long weekend for me due to labour day. whee. haha. but somehow this long weekend seem to go past very fast. haix. and next thing i know i gotta go back again.

well anw didnt really do much during this weekend expect for going out. haha did nothing much too.

well wnt for supper juz now at katong HK cafe and did something interesting. and you can see from the photo below. haha

i believe many of u have see this trick b4 of the dollar note "smiling" but why am i emphazing on this photo. is all due to the fact that i used my camera phone face detection and smile shutter function and to our surprise it recognise it as a smile and *snap* off goes my camera. haha. well i guess that the most interesting thing happened to me this week.

well. not i shall go emo till my time is up to go back....

wonder when?
go out?

finally after so long. i manage to finally have a long wkend and relax myself.
after having my long wkends to be interrupted by godzillion guard duties. finally for once this week i do not have any duties. woo hoo!

well. shall really take this time to rest up as the following month i will be sure i will be damn shag every week as i will have outfields every single week till i go Brunei (more outfields) for training. well hope everything will be ok for me

i start to wonder is it me to cause it?
why do i ask?
cause im scared of history repeating itself once more

been a while since i last posted here. been busy and dont really have much time to update. heh heh

well past month had been nothing much expect for lots of physical trainings. been tiring me out recently. thus making me abit lazy to update too. heh

well. things wont be better anytime soon. with all the out fields coming out. guess i will be even more tired in future. heh

but well shall take things one step at a time. come to think of it in 2 mths time it will be 1 yr since i enlisted into army. well. time seem to pass fast. but yet slow. oh wells .juz hope everything for the better.

wish you to get well soon
and all the best for your studies!
go out soon!

Seriously this week had been a long and tiring week for me. Doing 3 physical trainings everyday. Im all shagged out now. And not to mentioned the doc said i had over strained my left calf muscle. Thus explains the pain i feel half way thru the week
Next week the whole cycle will repeat again. Haix =(