its been quite some time i last remb i sprained my leg seriously. and today i apparently sprained it badly.

well i was going down the stairs, and while trying to avoid some ppl coming up and i missed a step and slipped, and my right leg landed in an awkward position.

following that i hear a "crack" sound popping from right leg. and after that i felt numbness in my leg. and at that moment i knew it. i have sprained my ankle.

yup and i was right. after taking out my boots. my ankle was already swollen and now it has swollen till quite big and having pains while i walk. oh wells. i guess its gonna take some time for it to heal.

and now it feels weird. as my ankle easily feels tight and like it can easily have the "cracking" sound.

hope nothing serious is happening

ok time to clean up some dust and maybe cobwebs from my blog.
i just notices its near 1 mth since i last blogged. guessed im too lazy and didnt have anything much to blog about too anyways.

been too lazy to blog and end up playing games or watching HK dramas.
oh btw i started to start studying for SAT. but not making any good progress thou. not really studying much as i wanted to. hopefully i can get more motivations.

anw. rite. went to COMEX 2009 yesterday. as usual crowded and packed like sardines. esp its a wkend. didnt really went there and have a look ard. wnt there. straight to creative booth. get my new zen x-fi 2 mp3 player. and im out of there. dont really want to go around squeezing with the other ppl.

after that. headed down to bugis to have a game of gundam senjo no kizuna. for more info of this arcade game. the webby link is below:
http://www.gundam-kizuna.jp/english/index.html
quite an interesting game. but abit ex thou. so card afford to really play alot. only one game. unlike some gundam anime geeks there. having who knows where they get the money from. and camping there for a machine.

after that is back home and start to explore my new mp3.

well thats much about it recently. nth perculiar happening. so explains my out-dated blog.
hope i can be active enough to update more

its been a long time since i met you
been some time i really talk to you
i wonder when can it all happen again...

i have reached the end of the road.
now lost with no where and no idea to go
why am i so stupid to continue knowing whats at the end with all the pieces i have and guessing it correctly.

i guess the emptiness within me will nvr be filled.
after all. everything, after trying so hard. really ended up only as my wishful thinking.
guess no happy fairy tale ending can ever happen to me.
numb? blocked out? i do not know.

i guess its time for me to fall back into darkness and my old emo self once more.
blocking everything out with a fake mask of smile.

end...
for those who do not understand this feeling and do not know anything at all. pls save ur comments to yourself

jigsaw puzzle pieces falls into place
the picture is out with just a guess
all the best
my blessings...

something is on my mind right now.
i wonder what im thinking now is true.
if i can just have more clues.
if i can just ask you directly.
it seems alot of things are going in thru my head now.
i wonder if they are true.
if only i can just ask you.
envious...

i just hope that if there is anything i can know
the truth?
so that all knots will be untied...

blah...

i guess if anything happens i wont be missed by anyone. crap...

semi- personal post coming up

firstly. a insperational video i came across on facebook. if only i had saw this vid sooner. maybe...
http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/video/video.php?v=103965021495&ref=nf

now maybe i will be happier? never know...

if only i can just talk to you.
if only i can do something to know what is going on.
if only i can just be by your side.
if only i can do such things for you.
if only...

New english album by Utada Hikaru. one song that really stuck in my head and i find it real nice. below is the song

Utada Hikaru - Apple and Cinnamon
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Tell me what is on your mind
Help me because I'd like to know
What the hell is going on
Never thought I'd sing this song

Lets not get started with
The he said she said
Sometimes it just doesn't go as planned
Lets not get started with
The he said she said
Sometimes it just doesn't go as planned

Started out so simple and innocent
So simple and innocent
(So simple and innocent)
(So simple and innocent)

Chemistry like apple and cinnamon
Like apple and cinnamon
(Like apple and cinnamon)
(Like apple and cinnamon)

I can't believe that you and me were falling out of love
And everybody used to be so envious of us

Chemistry like apple and cinnamon
What we had was just to good, good to last

Happiness don't last that long
What we had was beautiful

Lets not get started with
The he said she said
Sometimes it just doesn't go as planned

Started out so simple and innocent
So simple and innocent
(So simple and innocent)
(So simple and innocent)

Chemistry like apple and cinnamon
Like apple and cinnamon
(Like apple and cinnamon)
(Like apple and cinnamon)

I can't believe that you and me were falling out of love
And everybody used to be so envious of us

Chemistry like apple and cinnamon
What we had was just to good, good to last

Please don't look at me like that
Please don't look at me, don't look at me like that
You can't look at me like that
Please don't look at me, don't look at me like that

I can't believe that you and me were falling out of love
And everybody used to be so envious of us

Chemistry like apple and cinnamon
What we had was just to good

Started out so simple and innocent
So simple and innocent
(So simple and innocent)
(So simple and innocent)

Chemistry like apple and cinnamon
Like apple and cinnamon
(Like apple and cinnamon)
(Like apple and cinnamon)

I can't believe that you and me were falling out of love
And everybody used to be so envious of us

Chemistry like apple and cinnamon
What we had was just to good, good to last