summary of first week in medic course in Nee Soon Camp.

as said previously. got 13 textbooks to study. but so far everything is easy. except the memorising of medical terms which is hell lot. haha

well. mainly this week learnt mostly on bandaging and stopping hemorrhages and how to stop it. intersting lessons. and im really glad and happy i get into medic course since i can learn all this. cool =)

that aside...

now the new camp environment. everything is goooood. esp the bunk. is super windy and slping at nite nvr felt so good before. is like having a natural aircon at nite. with the cool wind blowing into our bunk, making it really comfortable to sleep in. the platoon sergent is oso a nice fella. a guy that can joke around with and good to talk with. so overall i guess my stay in nee soon camp will be good and rewardable.

lastly PT here is slack. but guess our platoon motivation is good and always do our own PT and regime. and the most "shiong" one was thurs. after doing the afternoon PT on thur. it felt like i was back in PTP phase when i just started PT in army and felt damn tired after that. haha. but it was worth while and good for me. hee

with all tat said. shall stop and get my rest...

-before that. if u guys have that decision. so be it. i can just f-off frm ur lives. im too lazy to argue anything. and shant before im being said back again. so shall save each others trouble and shant drag any further. breaking off.. free? maybe..bye!-

Now i finally understand why my frens who went NS earlier then me says study is much better. Now i finally understand it. Is like there is no stress and everything is so relax and at our own pace. I really miss the life of studying. Thou im so called studying now. But everything is so rush. How i wish i can just have some time to slow down the pace and back to poly life or just relax.
man miss it...
Miss lots of things other then tat too. Like outings and ppl like “darling“, and other guys and lastly esp YOU!
Well now all i can do is wait and think and hope such time to relax can come

today platoon outing was fine. had a good time talking to my ex-platoon 3 mates and having fun cathing up with them.

oso finally manage to see staff jimmy since he is on leave for the this week. and wont be seeing him for 8 weeks starting from monday since i go over to nee soon camp alrdy. after which had a fun time exploring a part of singapore wif some of the gang. it was an eye-opener and interesting, but is abit scary thou. haha. However, after some time things turned bad between 2 ppl and everything was in a bad shape. so i guess programs after that are cancelled. haix. well everyone is tired from training so i guess its normal for everyone to be easily flared up. hope things will turn out better...

now is time for me to rest too...

before that. TO YOU. jia you for your assignments. dont overwork youself and have sufficent rest. you can do it. all the best!

come to think of it. i should have striked when the iron was hot. haix. stupid me...

Back from a 2 day 1 night navigation trip in tekong. With just a super outdated map and a compass. Walked from day Till night wif a total distance covered Of 16km and ended at ard 2am. Super shag and tired due to all the walking and bashing thru of vegetation.
Now i shall rest and recover. Super shag...

Private life is really different from recruit life. With lots of free time on our hands.
And after looking back. Now i understand why ppl say bmt is the phase of ns that is the most fun. Coz that is where we know new ppl and had fun and suffered together. Now i miss my bmt platoon 3. But never the less the platoon 3 spirit will remain. Haha
Now everything will be different in our course training. And thinking things now i hope i can do my best and achieve something. Haha.
All the best for my training.
-miss...-

booking in an hours time. the feeling now is different somehow. i do not know why. maybe coz is no longer BMT and things will be diff? more slack? tougher? more tiring i will not know. only time will show and can only find out in future. but still i hope to do my best in my Vocational course since its my interest. haha

hmmm. out of the sudden i feel myself being stupid coz thinking of a certain again. i donno why i think im starting to miss a certain someone again. its weird. guess is due to the fact that i manage to meet this certain someone after a long time and made me feel this way again. starting to miss you...ok think im just dumb to be thinking this way again. and im just silly to keep thinking of this certain someone. heh. but well its the fact that im starting to miss this certain someone again and i wont deny it. even if im dumb and stupid... well i donno... heh...

Finally after 3 months of hard work and training. today was my POP but before the parade was a 24km route march. however manage to overcome tat can cleared the route march thou it was tiring. but the parade of us "graduating" from the BMT phase juz revitalised us. and wearing the jungle hat was Whoa! no words to describe the feelings. haha. but i must be happy tat i manage to pass BMT and continue to stay in commandos. yeah! and now to the next phase of my NS life. commando vocational training and im posted to commandos medic for my vocational training which i wanted. hope i can learnt lots of things from there and can be applied outside when needed. wish me luck! =D

 
 

My instructors: 1SG Haresh, 2WO Kenny Chua, 1SG Bernard

Last event before my pop and tat is a 24km route march which will start in 12 hour time. Hope can complete it wif no problem and enjoy my leave after tat

Yeah. Got to know my vocation today. And manage to get to the vocation i wanted. Which is commando medic which means im staying in commandos.yeah
Oso today got my jungle hat wif my call sign and the commando formation. Woot!
Today war a really fun and happy time wif the good news, and hat i got and a fun time at happy hour
Now time for me to slp...

today has proven it to me. we no longer clique like we used to. my thinking is totally different from u guys alrdy. things you find funny. no longer seems funny to me. somethings you do no longer is fun. its irritating to me sometimes.

i will not give in and say its my fault. i have no idea what is going on. and i just reached like i will know what happen to u. u doing things are always right. and seriously sometimes im just out of words of ur actions and the way u act.

well today have shown me that things changed and never was the way it was before i guess. i guess we cant clique like we used to...u can think whatever u want. this is my view. u may say me childish or what. maybe u can see and think abt ur action too. all i can say is im no gonna care wad is going to be said to me...

all changed...

- 4 more days to POP-

Recruit nite was really fun. wif all the acting by our fellow bravo coy 08. everyone imitating all the instructors and all really showed their instructors habits and so-called signature action out. and its really funny and entertaining for the whole nite. and i bet all the instructors have a good laugh too esp at each other. haha
was a really good day and had a fun time watching the performance and had a good laugh.

manage to clearify my IPPT results and it was a mistake. and my award is an IPPT silver instead of a pass. so im glad i cleared that out.

is just a short 4 days to my POP. really looking forward to it. and the vocational course that i will be posted to. However, there is still a possibility that i will be posted out to outside units. everyone sure have this feeling and fear of being posted out. so im not surprised i have too. well. time will show everything. and i hope things will go well and i can continue to stay in commandos.

Everything is over. Ippt over with a result tat im happy with. Results as below:-
Sit up- 48
Pull up- 9
Shuttle run- 9.6 sec
Standing board jump- 230cm
2.4 km run- 9.40 min
Happy. With result.left with soc to clear. Donno if i will get posted out of commandos coz i fail. Now my leg is in no condition to run. Every step is pain. Wonder wad will happen. Scared and worried now. Haix leg is gone...

still stressed about tml SOC test. really hope i can pass. Hope the method i experimented can help me... fear and stress is overcoming me now. haix. just wish me luck. Hope things will go well... :(

scared and stress of being kick out too. sigh. god please help me... heh

missing and thinking. sad :(

Am i stressed out?
I think i am...

I am thinking alot now. about alot of things. Ithink im fine but seems tat im not and im stressed out esp wif all the test coming up

Tears juz flows out after hearing my dad showing concern over me and asking if im stressed and share wif them my probs if i have and dont keep to myself..
the warmth of caring by my parents juz hit me hard as it really been a long time im cared and concern tis manner and im seriously touched by my parents. I didnt say tis before but thanks mum and dad for ur care and concern. love u guys.

Stressed. if only miracles can happen and i can see......