its been 5 times since it started
and the results
5 failures
0 success

guess im the one always taking the fall..

all of a sudden

while stuck in camp alone doing duty

"something" just came to my mind after sometime of being low profile

and now i just cant get my mind off it...

if life can be like mangas/animes/dramas...

a definition that i find it interesting

people should be doubted.

doubt humans. question them, suspect them, take a good look into their hearts.

doubting people is simply a part of trying to get to know them.

"trust" is a noble act

but is actually giving up trying to understand others.

and that is nothing to do with "trust" but is rather "apathy"

-quote from liar game-

(meaning of apathy:

ap.a.thy

1. absence or suppression of passion, emotion, or excitement.

2. lack of interest in or concern for things that others find moving or exciting)

today is not a good day for me
everything is not going smoothly
having lots of errors all of a sudden
haix. a time of downturn...
haix =(

woah its been some time since i last blogged

well the fact is there is nth much things happened that allows me to blog about
ha..

everyday doing the same old cycle. becoming very very routine. so thats how boring my life is now.

well something interesing i found out about myself thru my own records. i just found out that i have records of hypotension (low blood pressure). gee. didnt know that. no wonder sometimes i feel a slight pinch of giddiness if i push myself to hard while running.

well. anw there is nth much happening. lets hope something fun will happen soon

itsbeensolong.
yetistillcantletgo.