yet another update.
this week feel really tired somehow. always wanted to slp early but end up didnt. haha
had 2 test this week. weapon handling test and first-aid test. all i can say is the 2 tests are easy and is meant to help us pass easily.
Also this week had a taste of SOC (Standard Obstacle Course). all the stations are ok and quite easy to cross. the main prob that gives me some prob are swing-trainer (monkey-bar) and low-rope. but i think in due time. i will be able to overcome them easily.
that aside (away from army things)...
it will be nearing one year since i started everything. and i can say lots of things changed as the time passed. good or bad i do not know. but all i know there are happy times and sad times. and yet im still holding on up till now. i wont say "i wonder why" i think i know the reason. just i do not dare to face it or say it out thats all.
i guess it will be stupid and silly of me to keep thinking about you, missing you when im suppose to be concentrating on my training instead. is just i cant help it sometimes. i guess its just silly of me to do all this but i wont deny it that im doing it. that i miss you and think abt you.
i guess im still holding on and waiting i suppose. but where will it lead to i dont know. just do not want to put any stress or pressure on you. and will always be her for the you when you need a support.
heh. i guess you out there reading it will find that im stupid to say all this. just dont want to stress you...
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Saturday, July 19, 2008
another update for another week...
this week went quite smoothly till yesterday when lots of things turned sour and was not that good. when we were punished by our platoon sgt to do a changing parade from full battle order to PT kit back to FBO again. and the total time we change around was like 5 times. was really sick and tired of doing it but i got no choice but to do it. well enough of unhappy moments
was tiring this week too as did lots of running. like speed training and endurance runs.
but im happy with my own results for this week
firstly for speed training manage to clock below 5min 30sec for 1.2km for both 2 times.
next for endurance run, manage to clock around 16min+ and 24min+ for 3km and 4.5km respectivly. so was quite happy i manage to reach all the stipulated timings given.
next somehow or another i surprised myself by doing 2 chin-up/pull-up on my own wifout any assistance. weird on how i manage to do that. but still happy i manage to break my own barrier =]
hope i will be able to continue to improve more =]
oh and today was was to have a bday celebration in army. a one in a lifetime experience. and sgt bernard was fun to be playing pranks wif us and saboing me as it was my bday today. haha
well happy bday to me. haha =]
this week went quite smoothly till yesterday when lots of things turned sour and was not that good. when we were punished by our platoon sgt to do a changing parade from full battle order to PT kit back to FBO again. and the total time we change around was like 5 times. was really sick and tired of doing it but i got no choice but to do it. well enough of unhappy moments
was tiring this week too as did lots of running. like speed training and endurance runs.
but im happy with my own results for this week
firstly for speed training manage to clock below 5min 30sec for 1.2km for both 2 times.
next for endurance run, manage to clock around 16min+ and 24min+ for 3km and 4.5km respectivly. so was quite happy i manage to reach all the stipulated timings given.
next somehow or another i surprised myself by doing 2 chin-up/pull-up on my own wifout any assistance. weird on how i manage to do that. but still happy i manage to break my own barrier =]
hope i will be able to continue to improve more =]
oh and today was was to have a bday celebration in army. a one in a lifetime experience. and sgt bernard was fun to be playing pranks wif us and saboing me as it was my bday today. haha
well happy bday to me. haha =]
Sunday, July 13, 2008
back to camp in another hour time. start of BMT phase.
a little scared due to my chin-up/pull-up. i really hope i will be able to break the barrier.
having a mental preparation is one thing. when something happen is another. man..sucks
-welliwonderwhyimfeelingthisway.guessitstimethatdoallthisisuppose.
guesstimewilldoitworkagainsoon.shalljuzwait
misstalkingtoyouandmissyou-
a little scared due to my chin-up/pull-up. i really hope i will be able to break the barrier.
having a mental preparation is one thing. when something happen is another. man..sucks
-welliwonderwhyimfeelingthisway.guessitstimethatdoallthisisuppose.
guesstimewilldoitworkagainsoon.shalljuzwait
misstalkingtoyouandmissyou-
summary of this week.
this week in camp was slack. and things were easy and relax. maybe due to the preparation for the BMT intake yesterday(Friday).
well. as mentioned b4. had IPPT CAT test again which i really am not happy with my own results. feeling crappy coz of it. and now having low morale and not much motivation. guess really got to stress and pressure myself more to get better results.
this week had out first Friday book out. cool. fianlly a long weekend for me to rest my muscles. Monday will be the start of BMT training. well. do not know how tough it will be. just hope i will be able to endure. and hope my bunk will be more fun since there is an additional of 8 more bunk mates. haha
alrite enough of camp stuff..
yest nite met up wif "darling". so sweet of her to celebrate an early bday wif me as not sure if able to meet up next week. getting me a slice of cake and a bread which was funny on why she got tat bread for me. haha. really sweet of her to celebrate bday wif me alone. and watched the movie Red Cliff at DTE. not a bad show. but the ending was abit surprising. haha. after the movie didnt know where to go. so sat in the car at talked till ard 4.15am then drove "darling" home and i headed home to catch my much needed slp. haha. cool bday celebration. =)
that a side...
not sure is due to what reason. guess due to the lack of sleep and shouting alot. currently not really feeling well. sense like i will be down wif some illness soon =x
and feeling very uncomfortable as im having serious sore throat now and dry coughs quite often. crap.
well. thats about it for this week. update again next week. time to rest...
-miss...-
this week in camp was slack. and things were easy and relax. maybe due to the preparation for the BMT intake yesterday(Friday).
well. as mentioned b4. had IPPT CAT test again which i really am not happy with my own results. feeling crappy coz of it. and now having low morale and not much motivation. guess really got to stress and pressure myself more to get better results.
this week had out first Friday book out. cool. fianlly a long weekend for me to rest my muscles. Monday will be the start of BMT training. well. do not know how tough it will be. just hope i will be able to endure. and hope my bunk will be more fun since there is an additional of 8 more bunk mates. haha
alrite enough of camp stuff..
yest nite met up wif "darling". so sweet of her to celebrate an early bday wif me as not sure if able to meet up next week. getting me a slice of cake and a bread which was funny on why she got tat bread for me. haha. really sweet of her to celebrate bday wif me alone. and watched the movie Red Cliff at DTE. not a bad show. but the ending was abit surprising. haha. after the movie didnt know where to go. so sat in the car at talked till ard 4.15am then drove "darling" home and i headed home to catch my much needed slp. haha. cool bday celebration. =)
that a side...
not sure is due to what reason. guess due to the lack of sleep and shouting alot. currently not really feeling well. sense like i will be down wif some illness soon =x
and feeling very uncomfortable as im having serious sore throat now and dry coughs quite often. crap.
well. thats about it for this week. update again next week. time to rest...
-miss...-
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Short post. Using gprs. Today had ippt cat test again. Was totally not happy wif my results. Only improvements are my 2.4km run, shuttle run and sit up. However pull up im still stuck as a freaking zero fighter. And standing board jump deproved 10cm. Now totally moodless due to my standards not up to my expectations. Guess i need to pressure and stress myself more to perform better. Haix. Low moral now...
Sunday, July 6, 2008
now i feels like so little time but so many things i want to do. totally opposite from last time when i have so much time but so little to do. haix..
miss the free time that i have.
seriously im wondering is what i doing the right thing to do. conflicts of the "angel" and "devil" of my brain..if only i could say it out somehow to you. but i donno how and never know if i ever should..
as a phase i heard. "the past is a history, the future is a mystery, and now is a gift thats why it is called the present" wonder which one im in. am i still living in the past? or am i taking it day by day one step at a time? or looking way ahead of me to predict? or all three? curious...
but oh wells. for now one thing i really ask myself now. am i still holding on? am i still waiting? for now my ans to myself will be a "yes". shall see what gift i will have from the mystery.
-waitingstillbutwhatarewenowstillthesameasbeforeifonlyihavethechanceto
talkandshareeverythingwithyoumissyabutdonnoaboutyou-
miss the free time that i have.
seriously im wondering is what i doing the right thing to do. conflicts of the "angel" and "devil" of my brain..if only i could say it out somehow to you. but i donno how and never know if i ever should..
as a phase i heard. "the past is a history, the future is a mystery, and now is a gift thats why it is called the present" wonder which one im in. am i still living in the past? or am i taking it day by day one step at a time? or looking way ahead of me to predict? or all three? curious...
but oh wells. for now one thing i really ask myself now. am i still holding on? am i still waiting? for now my ans to myself will be a "yes". shall see what gift i will have from the mystery.
-waitingstillbutwhatarewenowstillthesameasbeforeifonlyihavethechanceto
talkandshareeverythingwithyoumissyabutdonnoaboutyou-
update on latest week in camp...
as usual had lots of PT lessons, and ran quite alot tis pass week. had a 4.5km run and a 2.4km run in a fast pace time limit of 5min30sec for every 1.2km
but overall was quite happy with my own results as i manage to hit the timing and ran non-stop for the 4.5km run. but will continue to push myself more to cont improving.
but now what worries me is my pulll-up. still a 0-fighter. but i think im getting there. today was close to breaking my "egg" believe soon i can be able to do some. haha
oso i passed the swimming CAT test and now classified as a swimmer. haha. wee. looking forward to an early book out if there ever have one.
thats for PT.
other stuff. drew arms (SAR21) this week. it feels good to be able to carry a weapon and learn about it. cant wait to pratice more on it. esp wif the loading of magazine. haha oso had a 5km route march this week. well must say was quite tiring as the pace was quite fast too..
well. its been fast. 3weeks of my NS life have past. next week a new batch of recruit (the BMT batch) will be coming in. so we will have new platoon mates and buddies. looking forward to meeting them.
thats about it for the past week. still down with some cough, sore throat and runny nose.and slight strain on my shoulders pain on shoulder kicks in if i pressure it. but oh wells. just pray i wont fall sick, haha
-hopetomeetyousoonandtalkbutcantthinkofanythingtotalknow-
as usual had lots of PT lessons, and ran quite alot tis pass week. had a 4.5km run and a 2.4km run in a fast pace time limit of 5min30sec for every 1.2km
but overall was quite happy with my own results as i manage to hit the timing and ran non-stop for the 4.5km run. but will continue to push myself more to cont improving.
but now what worries me is my pulll-up. still a 0-fighter. but i think im getting there. today was close to breaking my "egg" believe soon i can be able to do some. haha
oso i passed the swimming CAT test and now classified as a swimmer. haha. wee. looking forward to an early book out if there ever have one.
thats for PT.
other stuff. drew arms (SAR21) this week. it feels good to be able to carry a weapon and learn about it. cant wait to pratice more on it. esp wif the loading of magazine. haha oso had a 5km route march this week. well must say was quite tiring as the pace was quite fast too..
well. its been fast. 3weeks of my NS life have past. next week a new batch of recruit (the BMT batch) will be coming in. so we will have new platoon mates and buddies. looking forward to meeting them.
thats about it for the past week. still down with some cough, sore throat and runny nose.and slight strain on my shoulders pain on shoulder kicks in if i pressure it. but oh wells. just pray i wont fall sick, haha
-hopetomeetyousoonandtalkbutcantthinkofanythingtotalknow-
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