think i can start counting down to my NS date. haha. its like 2 more weeks. seems far but feels close. haha. donno wad im talking too. but i juz hope things will be ok inside and time will pass fast. =p
anyways...
to the "guest" who tagged my blog. i do not know is if u forgotten to put ur name or is on purpose. if it is on purpose. i have no comments of ur actions. have no idea why u did that. i shant bother abt u. but wad really puzzles me is why do u hide ur identity? if u have anything u can juz say out man. but whatever. shant bother abt u...
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Monday, May 26, 2008
tired...
wnt back to sch to play basketball today. played for quite long. but sadly was off-form today =(
but oh wells. shant go think abt it.
being a graduand really feels diff. the feeling of going back to sch is just different. like i no longer have the purpose of going back there anymore. since i do not have any lesson or what so ever. but well it will always a place i remb where i meet lots of nice ppl =)
that aside..
as we all know the recent accidents in China and MediaCorp juz had a last min charity show on chn 8 last on sun. well the show was really very dressed down and all and can really see everyone's sadness abt that incident. what really touched me was the pictures they show. the hands of ppl in the debris who were trying to get out. and the most saddening part was whn they showed the pictures of a school debris. and all the children that got trapped and killed in the school. its really sad. all of them are still young. yet they do not have the chance to finish their studies. not ever again. and its saddening whn the parents are shown. crying. not just crying. you could see they cried till their tears have dried up. u can imagine hw sad and big blow for them that their only child died. well all the pictures are very saddening. and it just remind us on how lucky we are to be in Singapore and will not have such disasters. and the most shocking part is. they have yet to clear up all the debris and the bodies. they are hit by a 6.4 magnitute after-shock earthquake. can u imagine the ppl there. living in constant fear. how sad.
well after seeing all these it just come to my mind that life is very unpredictable. u never know wad will happen tomorrow. anything can happen. who knows what things will come in your direction in life. no wonder there is a saying of "live everyday as if its your last" how true this sentence can be.
well enough of sad things said. now for some happy things. looking forward to this sat (31st May) bbq-cum-pot luck gathering. hope it will be fun with everyone ard. yeah!
oh ya. still in the process in compiling all the graduation ceremony photos. have uploaded those i have in facebook. those interested can have a look there. The link:
Graduation Photos
- To you: wish and pray for you to get well soon and be healthy once again. will always provide you with the support when you need. take care!-
but oh wells. shant go think abt it.
being a graduand really feels diff. the feeling of going back to sch is just different. like i no longer have the purpose of going back there anymore. since i do not have any lesson or what so ever. but well it will always a place i remb where i meet lots of nice ppl =)
that aside..
as we all know the recent accidents in China and MediaCorp juz had a last min charity show on chn 8 last on sun. well the show was really very dressed down and all and can really see everyone's sadness abt that incident. what really touched me was the pictures they show. the hands of ppl in the debris who were trying to get out. and the most saddening part was whn they showed the pictures of a school debris. and all the children that got trapped and killed in the school. its really sad. all of them are still young. yet they do not have the chance to finish their studies. not ever again. and its saddening whn the parents are shown. crying. not just crying. you could see they cried till their tears have dried up. u can imagine hw sad and big blow for them that their only child died. well all the pictures are very saddening. and it just remind us on how lucky we are to be in Singapore and will not have such disasters. and the most shocking part is. they have yet to clear up all the debris and the bodies. they are hit by a 6.4 magnitute after-shock earthquake. can u imagine the ppl there. living in constant fear. how sad.
well after seeing all these it just come to my mind that life is very unpredictable. u never know wad will happen tomorrow. anything can happen. who knows what things will come in your direction in life. no wonder there is a saying of "live everyday as if its your last" how true this sentence can be.
well enough of sad things said. now for some happy things. looking forward to this sat (31st May) bbq-cum-pot luck gathering. hope it will be fun with everyone ard. yeah!
oh ya. still in the process in compiling all the graduation ceremony photos. have uploaded those i have in facebook. those interested can have a look there. The link:
Graduation Photos
- To you: wish and pray for you to get well soon and be healthy once again. will always provide you with the support when you need. take care!-
Saturday, May 24, 2008
graduated from TP 2008 IIT MWC
Today marks the final moments of the existance of 0502833G in TP-IIT-MWC
I have offically graduated from TP with a diploma. It only seems like yesterday whn i first started life in poly. and now everything has come to an end. come to think of it. i really regretted not doing alot of things. but oh wells. its over. and its time to move on in life. guys go NS gals go uni or work.
but one thing is for sure. i will miss the times in poly with all my frens. the fear of losing contacts with each other (esp you. opps) just keeps coming frm time to time. coz who knows wad will happen whn we go NS rite. but i do wish that the best case scenario will always happen =)
Took quite a number of photos with everyone and everyone was very happy to graduate. i am too. but am i putting up a fake front as i know deep down im sad due to the fact that we may not be able to meet as often in future. but oh wells. hope for the best! (shall upload the photos after i compiled everyones photo together). Cant believe but i graduated from poly. and if only i had done somethings that i now regret for not doing. everything will be perfect. but well. time to move i guess..
that said...
met chuan yan for dinner. wnt to billy bombers for dinner. had mixed grill. was so-so. shld have juz ordered the ribs. haha. but i love the shake. it was fantastic! had a great time talking to chuan yan abt random stuffs. thou at one point i was shocked she asked me a question whn i didnt expect and didnt believe wad i said. and insisted that im not saying the truth. haha
thn met leticia at mac and slacked there and talked till like 12mn then headed home.
had a fun day. but i know deep down hiding among all the smiles and happiness, there is a part of sadness inside. which to me is unavoidable. so yea. now counting down to NS...
-P.S. a short post of what i think abt you. sorry if it sounds weird and make you akaward, just a short post which i tink if i bottle up i will feel worse. here goes. well. to be frank im really afraid of us losing contact and drifting apart. really do not wish it to happen. i know i shld not be thinking abt it but really i just cant help it. haix. guess its me that has this problem. ppl said things which shocked me frm time to time. but always trying to explain myself till i convince them. i know it may make u feel weird and akaward. but guess its my fault for all this mess. and can only say im sorry for all this. but bottomline is i just hope we will remain the way we are and if there is chance. can be closer. and nvr be drifted apart. and like my personal msg wonder if there is a possibility of further development more thn now??? and the really bottom of bottomline. i said it online =x
and lastly i really do hope you to get well soon. hope u will have a checkup if its not getting better. if only i can drag u to a doc. not being to do anything i feel kinda useless being such a close fren. but not being able to do anything. =x-
i know im so gonna regret typing all that out. as i know there is a possibility that it will make u feel weird and akaward. yes i know ppl reading this will think im weird. if i will feel such things y do i still type it out. but im just being honost with myself and not bottling up anything. but from the bottom of my heart thats how i felt today for the whole day. well. i just hope things wont be as bad as i am thinking now. coz i juz know that the feeling of the possibility i mention is high. just dont want to scare you off like last time again... =/
oh wells. tired. slp...
I have offically graduated from TP with a diploma. It only seems like yesterday whn i first started life in poly. and now everything has come to an end. come to think of it. i really regretted not doing alot of things. but oh wells. its over. and its time to move on in life. guys go NS gals go uni or work.
but one thing is for sure. i will miss the times in poly with all my frens. the fear of losing contacts with each other (esp you. opps) just keeps coming frm time to time. coz who knows wad will happen whn we go NS rite. but i do wish that the best case scenario will always happen =)
Took quite a number of photos with everyone and everyone was very happy to graduate. i am too. but am i putting up a fake front as i know deep down im sad due to the fact that we may not be able to meet as often in future. but oh wells. hope for the best! (shall upload the photos after i compiled everyones photo together). Cant believe but i graduated from poly. and if only i had done somethings that i now regret for not doing. everything will be perfect. but well. time to move i guess..
that said...
met chuan yan for dinner. wnt to billy bombers for dinner. had mixed grill. was so-so. shld have juz ordered the ribs. haha. but i love the shake. it was fantastic! had a great time talking to chuan yan abt random stuffs. thou at one point i was shocked she asked me a question whn i didnt expect and didnt believe wad i said. and insisted that im not saying the truth. haha
thn met leticia at mac and slacked there and talked till like 12mn then headed home.
had a fun day. but i know deep down hiding among all the smiles and happiness, there is a part of sadness inside. which to me is unavoidable. so yea. now counting down to NS...
-P.S. a short post of what i think abt you. sorry if it sounds weird and make you akaward, just a short post which i tink if i bottle up i will feel worse. here goes. well. to be frank im really afraid of us losing contact and drifting apart. really do not wish it to happen. i know i shld not be thinking abt it but really i just cant help it. haix. guess its me that has this problem. ppl said things which shocked me frm time to time. but always trying to explain myself till i convince them. i know it may make u feel weird and akaward. but guess its my fault for all this mess. and can only say im sorry for all this. but bottomline is i just hope we will remain the way we are and if there is chance. can be closer. and nvr be drifted apart. and like my personal msg wonder if there is a possibility of further development more thn now??? and the really bottom of bottomline. i said it online =x
and lastly i really do hope you to get well soon. hope u will have a checkup if its not getting better. if only i can drag u to a doc. not being to do anything i feel kinda useless being such a close fren. but not being able to do anything. =x-
i know im so gonna regret typing all that out. as i know there is a possibility that it will make u feel weird and akaward. yes i know ppl reading this will think im weird. if i will feel such things y do i still type it out. but im just being honost with myself and not bottling up anything. but from the bottom of my heart thats how i felt today for the whole day. well. i just hope things wont be as bad as i am thinking now. coz i juz know that the feeling of the possibility i mention is high. just dont want to scare you off like last time again... =/
oh wells. tired. slp...
Friday, May 23, 2008
meet ups
weee. met bestie today at tamp for dinner. wanted long john but was packed so ended up eating at food court. haha. thn head down to siglap and slacked at starbucks while waiting for bud bud to return home. original plan was to surprise bud bud wif bestie's presence. but guess some how she knows that she will be there so there is no surprise. dang. haha. but oh wells. happy and glad that i can help bud bud on such favors. hees =D
today was fun. been a super uber long time since i last saw my bestie. had a great time talking to her today. yayness! =D
looking forward to the bbq-cum-potluck on 31st may =D
will be fun seeing everyone again. and esp hanging out wif you and bestie =)
for now looking forward to tml graduation ceremony. thou no plans after tat but will have last min ones i suppose tml. sadly u will have your things on. but oh wells. =)
- hope you get plenty of rest. and you will get well soon. will be praying for you everyday =) -
today was fun. been a super uber long time since i last saw my bestie. had a great time talking to her today. yayness! =D
looking forward to the bbq-cum-potluck on 31st may =D
will be fun seeing everyone again. and esp hanging out wif you and bestie =)
for now looking forward to tml graduation ceremony. thou no plans after tat but will have last min ones i suppose tml. sadly u will have your things on. but oh wells. =)
- hope you get plenty of rest. and you will get well soon. will be praying for you everyday =) -
Thursday, May 22, 2008
many things...
recently as everybody knows lots of things are happening around the world.
flood in mynmar... earthquake in china... and some human killings in africa..
there are so many things happening. well i do hope things for the victims in those few countries can be better as i think they wont be suffering for a short time.
well. back in singapore. things are happening ard in my family too. my 2nd uncle from my father side is now hospitalized as he is down wif cancer and the condition is worse. visited him at hospital. and it was really my first time in 20 years i see a cancer tumor. it was really huge and its really showing on the outside. thou im not really close to my uncle as we seldom talk whn we see each other. i juz cant help it to feel sad for him to suffer like this. thou when i visit him he is aslp and not feeling anything. but i know soon he will be feeling the pains caused by the cancer cells. by then i have no idea hw his family members will be esp his wife. seeing her now still happily smiling and laughing and joking around. but i know she is hurt deep down inside and knowing that her husband cant be cured and frm wad the doctors speculated. maximum for him will be 3 mth and having 3 mth is the best case scenario and will be said as a bonus. the under lying meaning to that is he may anytime be off. so yea. maybe his wife is getting mentally prepared for the worse, but still no matter how prepared you are for this kind of things. i think when the time really comes. everthing will just collasp.
well now there is nothing we can do but to be by his side and to give our support to his wife a much as possible. all i hope if whn the time comes for him. he will be off happy and do not need to suffer any pains before that. now all i can do is hope his family will be strong when the time comes.
-Life... -
flood in mynmar... earthquake in china... and some human killings in africa..
there are so many things happening. well i do hope things for the victims in those few countries can be better as i think they wont be suffering for a short time.
well. back in singapore. things are happening ard in my family too. my 2nd uncle from my father side is now hospitalized as he is down wif cancer and the condition is worse. visited him at hospital. and it was really my first time in 20 years i see a cancer tumor. it was really huge and its really showing on the outside. thou im not really close to my uncle as we seldom talk whn we see each other. i juz cant help it to feel sad for him to suffer like this. thou when i visit him he is aslp and not feeling anything. but i know soon he will be feeling the pains caused by the cancer cells. by then i have no idea hw his family members will be esp his wife. seeing her now still happily smiling and laughing and joking around. but i know she is hurt deep down inside and knowing that her husband cant be cured and frm wad the doctors speculated. maximum for him will be 3 mth and having 3 mth is the best case scenario and will be said as a bonus. the under lying meaning to that is he may anytime be off. so yea. maybe his wife is getting mentally prepared for the worse, but still no matter how prepared you are for this kind of things. i think when the time really comes. everthing will just collasp.
well now there is nothing we can do but to be by his side and to give our support to his wife a much as possible. all i hope if whn the time comes for him. he will be off happy and do not need to suffer any pains before that. now all i can do is hope his family will be strong when the time comes.
-Life... -
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
sadded. one of my favorite original game CD became like this yesterday nite while i was re-installing it into my com.
it broke inside my cd-rom drive while it was being read.
the good thing is my cd-rom is still working. phew.
well guess is time for me to buy a new copy...
-wish and pray for you to get well soon and the pain will be gone for good =) -
Monday, May 19, 2008
long lost feeling of adrenaline rush thru my body, mind and hands. looking into every single details, pushing to he limit. everything is in slow motion. been a long time i had this feeling. that feeling was just great. if only the active scene can still be seen around singapore. but oh wells. not anymore i guess
anyways...
saw a RX-7 yest. whats more it an FC!!! when i saw it i was like wa!! my dream car in front of me!! can i just drive it home. haha. and was looking at every details to make sure its that car. haha. but sadly too many ppl and no time to take a photo of it.
movie chocolate. hmmm. ok show. my own opinion. not worth the money to watch in cinemas
- so many things i wish i could do with you, but if only i have the chance. but oh wells. heh-
anyways...
saw a RX-7 yest. whats more it an FC!!! when i saw it i was like wa!! my dream car in front of me!! can i just drive it home. haha. and was looking at every details to make sure its that car. haha. but sadly too many ppl and no time to take a photo of it.
movie chocolate. hmmm. ok show. my own opinion. not worth the money to watch in cinemas
- so many things i wish i could do with you, but if only i have the chance. but oh wells. heh-
Saturday, May 17, 2008
speed racer...
after so long of not seeing each other. met up wif my sec sch bestie today =))
been a long time since i last saw her. was great to be able to meet up wif this gal again =)
met her at heeren thn wnt to cineleisure to catch a movie. wanted to watch accuracy of death, but whn we wanted to buy tix. the time slot we wanted was sold out so we ended up watching speed racer. not a bad show. those who love futuristic stuffs may like it. lots of dazzling lights in the movie thou. but while watching the show brings back childhood memories of the cartoon. and the classic move of the mach-5 using the jump gadget was juz a classic signature move i remembered which i cant forget. whoo! imagine i could have such cars. haha. traffic jams wont be a prob. while watching a thing also came to my mind. was imagining that wont it be good tat if i could have a chance to join a racing team in real life. thou nth near speed racer. but still it would be nice. the adrenaline running thru while racing, pushing oneself to the limit, the possibility of winning and the feeling is juz great. the last time i can feel all this was whn my initial D team was still active and having matches frm time to time. whooo! but even if have doubt my real life driving can make it. so many flaws in my driving.
anyways that aside...
really had a great time today. talking non-stop and hearing her probs =)
skipped dinner. had bubble tea only as dinner. heh =x
hope to hang out again soon with my meal treat the next time. hee hee =P
tired...
-Wish you could share things bottled up inside you and on your mind too like the old times. really do hope so... -
been a long time since i last saw her. was great to be able to meet up wif this gal again =)
met her at heeren thn wnt to cineleisure to catch a movie. wanted to watch accuracy of death, but whn we wanted to buy tix. the time slot we wanted was sold out so we ended up watching speed racer. not a bad show. those who love futuristic stuffs may like it. lots of dazzling lights in the movie thou. but while watching the show brings back childhood memories of the cartoon. and the classic move of the mach-5 using the jump gadget was juz a classic signature move i remembered which i cant forget. whoo! imagine i could have such cars. haha. traffic jams wont be a prob. while watching a thing also came to my mind. was imagining that wont it be good tat if i could have a chance to join a racing team in real life. thou nth near speed racer. but still it would be nice. the adrenaline running thru while racing, pushing oneself to the limit, the possibility of winning and the feeling is juz great. the last time i can feel all this was whn my initial D team was still active and having matches frm time to time. whooo! but even if have doubt my real life driving can make it. so many flaws in my driving.
anyways that aside...
really had a great time today. talking non-stop and hearing her probs =)
skipped dinner. had bubble tea only as dinner. heh =x
hope to hang out again soon with my meal treat the next time. hee hee =P
tired...
-Wish you could share things bottled up inside you and on your mind too like the old times. really do hope so... -
Friday, May 16, 2008
if onli i knew...
If only i know what it means...
maybe it wont be like this....
somehow it stings...
what if i say this...
what if i ask this....
will anything gonna happen...
i guess i am thinking too much...
every thing is just my wishful thinking i suppose...
im so stupid... just stupid i guess...
-not that i want to think. and i know im thinking alot again. but i juz cant help it. guess im tired... -
maybe it wont be like this....
somehow it stings...
what if i say this...
what if i ask this....
will anything gonna happen...
i guess i am thinking too much...
every thing is just my wishful thinking i suppose...
im so stupid... just stupid i guess...
-not that i want to think. and i know im thinking alot again. but i juz cant help it. guess im tired... -
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
3rd rejection letter
got my last and final uni rejection letter today
SMU... as expected rejected. =(
now appeal time...
SMU... as expected rejected. =(
now appeal time...
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
song lyrics
some songs i been listening recently...
Firstly, an old online game i played during my sec sch days, and was my fav online game. Song taken from the game called <<天下無雙>> in english is called <>
天下無雙 Online - 天邊路
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回頭朝著天的那一方
我的腳步卻一刻也不能停阿
就這樣一步步
遠遠的離開他
白天陪著我是溫暖太陽
夜晚我還帶著星星和月亮
為了我親愛的孩子阿
為了成群氂牛滿山的肥羊阿
為了我最心愛故鄉的那個他
大風大雪總在耳邊說話
腳下踩著重重步伐
一步一步一步一步
一路一路一路一路
一步一步一步一步
一路一路一路一路
一步一步一步一步
一路一路一路一路
一步一步一步一步 走阿
用盡全部的力量
踩平心裡憂傷
可只能用盡全部的力量
走一步再向前走一步
一步步向天邊路
用盡全部的力量
踩平心裡憂傷
我只能用盡全部的力量
走一步再向前走一步
一步步向這條思念的路
followings are some song i heard on radio and found it nice
李圣杰 - 擦肩而过
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我爱着谁
爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁
能够把我让我变不对
你不会累
但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁
不顾安危付出一切
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
你听我说
你不要这么做
你不要看着我
说你已经知道怎么做
你很难受
我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛
再多坎坷我都陪你走
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
吴克群 - 為你寫詩
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愛情是一種怪事
我開始全身不受控制
愛情是一種本事
我開始連自己都不是
為你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是為你寫詩
為你寫詩 為你靜止
為你做不可能的事
為你我學會彈琴寫詞
為你失去理智
為你寫詩 為你靜止
為你做不可能的事
為你彈奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了說 最美的是你的名字
愛情是一種怪事
你的笑容是唯一宗旨
愛情是一種本事
我在你心裡什麼位子
為你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是為你寫詩
為你寫詩 為你靜止
為你做不可能的事
為你我學會彈琴寫詞
為你失去理智
為你寫詩 為你靜止
為你做不可能的事
為你彈奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了說 最美的是你的名字
為你寫詩 為你靜止
為你做不可能的事
為你 我學會彈琴寫詞
為你失去理智
為你寫詩 為你靜止
為你做不可能的事
為你彈奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了說 最美的是你的名字
我什都能忘記 但唯一不忘是你的名字
我什都能忘記 但唯一不忘是你的樣子
我什都能忘記 但唯一不忘是你的名字
我什都能忘記 但唯一不忘是你的樣子
林俊杰& 金莎 - 期待爱
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男:my life 一直在等待
空荡的口袋
想在里面放一份爱
why 总是被打败
真的好无奈
其实我实实在在
不管帅不帅
男:想要找回来(女:想要找回来)
男:自己的节拍(女:自己的节拍)
男:所以这一次
合:我要勇敢大声说出来
合:期待期待你发现我的爱
无所不在我自然而然的关怀
男:你的存在(女:你的存在)
男:心灵感应的方向
合:我一眼就看出来
是因为爱
合:我猜你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯靠越近越明白
男:不要走开(女:不要走开)
男:幸福的开始就是
合:放手去爱
男:想要找回来(女:想要找回来)
男:自己的节拍(女:自己的节拍)
男:所以这一次
合:我要勇敢大声说出来
合:期待期待你发现我的爱
无所不在我自然而然的关怀
男:你的存在(女:你的存在)
男:心灵感应的方向
合:我一眼就看出来
是因为爱
合:我猜你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯靠越近越明白
男:不要走开(女:不要走开)
男:幸福的开始就是
合:放手去爱
合:幸福的开始就是放手去爱
张栋梁 - 新歌試唱
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Firstly, an old online game i played during my sec sch days, and was my fav online game. Song taken from the game called <<天下無雙>> in english is called <
天下無雙 Online - 天邊路
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回頭朝著天的那一方
我的腳步卻一刻也不能停阿
就這樣一步步
遠遠的離開他
白天陪著我是溫暖太陽
夜晚我還帶著星星和月亮
為了我親愛的孩子阿
為了成群氂牛滿山的肥羊阿
為了我最心愛故鄉的那個他
大風大雪總在耳邊說話
腳下踩著重重步伐
一步一步一步一步
一路一路一路一路
一步一步一步一步
一路一路一路一路
一步一步一步一步
一路一路一路一路
一步一步一步一步 走阿
用盡全部的力量
踩平心裡憂傷
可只能用盡全部的力量
走一步再向前走一步
一步步向天邊路
用盡全部的力量
踩平心裡憂傷
我只能用盡全部的力量
走一步再向前走一步
一步步向這條思念的路
followings are some song i heard on radio and found it nice
李圣杰 - 擦肩而过
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我爱着谁
爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁
能够把我让我变不对
你不会累
但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁
不顾安危付出一切
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
你听我说
你不要这么做
你不要看着我
说你已经知道怎么做
你很难受
我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛
再多坎坷我都陪你走
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
吴克群 - 為你寫詩
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愛情是一種怪事
我開始全身不受控制
愛情是一種本事
我開始連自己都不是
為你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是為你寫詩
為你寫詩 為你靜止
為你做不可能的事
為你我學會彈琴寫詞
為你失去理智
為你寫詩 為你靜止
為你做不可能的事
為你彈奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了說 最美的是你的名字
愛情是一種怪事
你的笑容是唯一宗旨
愛情是一種本事
我在你心裡什麼位子
為你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是為你寫詩
為你寫詩 為你靜止
為你做不可能的事
為你我學會彈琴寫詞
為你失去理智
為你寫詩 為你靜止
為你做不可能的事
為你彈奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了說 最美的是你的名字
為你寫詩 為你靜止
為你做不可能的事
為你 我學會彈琴寫詞
為你失去理智
為你寫詩 為你靜止
為你做不可能的事
為你彈奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了說 最美的是你的名字
我什都能忘記 但唯一不忘是你的名字
我什都能忘記 但唯一不忘是你的樣子
我什都能忘記 但唯一不忘是你的名字
我什都能忘記 但唯一不忘是你的樣子
林俊杰& 金莎 - 期待爱
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男:my life 一直在等待
空荡的口袋
想在里面放一份爱
why 总是被打败
真的好无奈
其实我实实在在
不管帅不帅
男:想要找回来(女:想要找回来)
男:自己的节拍(女:自己的节拍)
男:所以这一次
合:我要勇敢大声说出来
合:期待期待你发现我的爱
无所不在我自然而然的关怀
男:你的存在(女:你的存在)
男:心灵感应的方向
合:我一眼就看出来
是因为爱
合:我猜你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯靠越近越明白
男:不要走开(女:不要走开)
男:幸福的开始就是
合:放手去爱
男:想要找回来(女:想要找回来)
男:自己的节拍(女:自己的节拍)
男:所以这一次
合:我要勇敢大声说出来
合:期待期待你发现我的爱
无所不在我自然而然的关怀
男:你的存在(女:你的存在)
男:心灵感应的方向
合:我一眼就看出来
是因为爱
合:我猜你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯靠越近越明白
男:不要走开(女:不要走开)
男:幸福的开始就是
合:放手去爱
合:幸福的开始就是放手去爱
张栋梁 - 新歌試唱
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你說的每句話 我都能耳熟能詳
像副歌一樣朗朗上口的唱
對你每次期盼 唱片才聽到一半
你迫不及等待你的下一張
＊愛就像是排行榜 你是新歌屢次奪冠
愛就算沒有宣傳 我會天天全面播放
愛得很瘋狂 愛就像新歌非同凡響
愛得很風光 樂評歌迷都會很欣賞
愛得很壯觀 愛像新歌萬人大合唱
愛得很勇敢 讓我新歌試唱到天亮
唱著這首新歌 分享我們的心得
才短短幾分鐘就依依不捨
歌詞那樣獨特 每個人也感動了
從排舞到練唱依然那麼織熱
REPEAT＊
愛得很浪漫 像MV拍得頗有質感
愛得很勇敢 讓我新歌試唱到天亮
愛~~~瘋狂 非同凡響
愛就算沒有宣傳 我會天天全面播放
REPEAT＊
愛得很浪漫 像MV拍得頗有質感
愛得很勇敢 讓我新歌試唱到天亮
fuck taxi drivers!
-Warning!! Explict content coming up! contains lots of course languages-
What was suppose to be a happy day for me ended up a nightmare..
wnt to sch to meet pretty bud bud, ws and yk. thn fetched thm home. everything was smooth till i going out frm ws hus and while reversing accidently banged into a taxi bumper (lots of lesson learn recently). well settled and im ok wif paying up the repairs as it was my fault. BUT no! he happily fucking copied my particulars to another piece of paper wrongly (how i know is another piece of paper? coz the new piece is torn in a corner whn i remb clearly i dont remb writing on a piece of torn paper) and claimed i give wrong info. thats ok. juz wnt down to police station to meet up. wad really fucking pissed me off is whn my father wnt to inspect the damage of the car. the condition was much worse then it originally was. it was protruding out more then it was. and when i told him the condition was worse. he fucking happily said i twisted my words and say im not being honest.
well FUCK YOU! the passanger on board at first was as thou rushing to reincarnate. like rushing for time. i do not have the time to get necessary things. u got lucky there asshole for me not being able to take pictures as evidence. Well fuck it that you cant get any business. fucking put all the blame on me and ripping me off. and who gives a fucking shit on where you stay. jurong? so. my fucking problem? if u want business at nite. pls fucking use your brain and go to places like orcard or changi airport. where u can continue to fucking rip tourists their money.
Im fucking pissed the way u turn things around saying im the one being dishonest. looks who talking. fuck shit!
Fucking taxi scammer! as much as i want to curse you i shant. Now i fucking hate taxi drivers even more. trying to rip you off at every fucking opportunity they can have. and wads more. seen lots of taxi drivers "bullying" P-plate drivers. making things difficult for them. today ended up a bad day for me. freaking pissed now. fucking taxi driver. argh!
- ranting here. sorry for all the corse languages. but im seriously freaking pissed abt that taxi driver now!-
What was suppose to be a happy day for me ended up a nightmare..
wnt to sch to meet pretty bud bud, ws and yk. thn fetched thm home. everything was smooth till i going out frm ws hus and while reversing accidently banged into a taxi bumper (lots of lesson learn recently). well settled and im ok wif paying up the repairs as it was my fault. BUT no! he happily fucking copied my particulars to another piece of paper wrongly (how i know is another piece of paper? coz the new piece is torn in a corner whn i remb clearly i dont remb writing on a piece of torn paper) and claimed i give wrong info. thats ok. juz wnt down to police station to meet up. wad really fucking pissed me off is whn my father wnt to inspect the damage of the car. the condition was much worse then it originally was. it was protruding out more then it was. and when i told him the condition was worse. he fucking happily said i twisted my words and say im not being honest.
well FUCK YOU! the passanger on board at first was as thou rushing to reincarnate. like rushing for time. i do not have the time to get necessary things. u got lucky there asshole for me not being able to take pictures as evidence. Well fuck it that you cant get any business. fucking put all the blame on me and ripping me off. and who gives a fucking shit on where you stay. jurong? so. my fucking problem? if u want business at nite. pls fucking use your brain and go to places like orcard or changi airport. where u can continue to fucking rip tourists their money.
Im fucking pissed the way u turn things around saying im the one being dishonest. looks who talking. fuck shit!
Fucking taxi scammer! as much as i want to curse you i shant. Now i fucking hate taxi drivers even more. trying to rip you off at every fucking opportunity they can have. and wads more. seen lots of taxi drivers "bullying" P-plate drivers. making things difficult for them. today ended up a bad day for me. freaking pissed now. fucking taxi driver. argh!
- ranting here. sorry for all the corse languages. but im seriously freaking pissed abt that taxi driver now!-
Sunday, May 11, 2008
feeling crappy
argh! feeling crappy now. feeling super bad
had been sneezing and nose tap been loose since the moment i woke up in the morning up till now at tis very momet when im writing this post. sneezing and sneezing and sneezing non stop. tissue using very fast. argh!
Hate it whn this happens. feeling like crap now. unable to concentrate properly. blah!
had been sneezing and nose tap been loose since the moment i woke up in the morning up till now at tis very momet when im writing this post. sneezing and sneezing and sneezing non stop. tissue using very fast. argh!
Hate it whn this happens. feeling like crap now. unable to concentrate properly. blah!
Saturday, May 10, 2008
memories.
juz noticed got lots of photos in my folder. ranging frm sec sch photos till all the way till poly last sem. lots of memories in there. haha
sec sch memories: fun time, happy times and nthing much to think at all juz study study study and play play play. unlike now. maybe its me that changed. heh
Team F.R.E.E memories: really have fun with my team. all the trainings and matches we been thru tgt. all the happy times we have tgt whn gathering and winning matches. oso sharing defeat tgt as a team in our matches. missed the time we had steamboat tgt as one big team. talking and laughing non-stop. shall have another one soon.
Poly memories: yr 1- was not really close to anyone till i started talking to my bestie shereen=) and my clique thn was her, bud bud, and boon keng. hanged out tgt and thats hw we passed thru yr1
yr 2- slight change in clique. was quite a complicated year. many things happened which lasted all the way till yr 3. but one person stood by me and supported me thru. which i really wish to thank you for standing by me and supporting me (well this is the reason).
yr 3- SIP at openMobile. boring sip. didnt learn anything except on how to spend time away in office watching online streaming shows. was during yr 3 whn bud bud and i become really close frens and know each other really well. miss the time whn we are sms-ing each other and just talking thru sms. and sharing our so- called secrets with each other. haha. how i wish we will be able to do that again. and yr 3 was my Major Project. had fun doing it and did learn quite abit of things. thou have problems frm time to time. but manage to solve it in the end
now some thank yous. for sec sch: thank my "brothers" glenn and ye wei especially. always having fun tgt
Team F.R.E.E: everyone. each and every one of them made team F.R.E.E a well known team in singapore. and the real run is whn everyone are tgt
Poly: You! thanks for supporting and stood by me all this time. well. really happy to have you around =) hope can be able to do the things i said abv again. heh
- memories make me talk like i got a music award. haha-
sec sch memories: fun time, happy times and nthing much to think at all juz study study study and play play play. unlike now. maybe its me that changed. heh
Team F.R.E.E memories: really have fun with my team. all the trainings and matches we been thru tgt. all the happy times we have tgt whn gathering and winning matches. oso sharing defeat tgt as a team in our matches. missed the time we had steamboat tgt as one big team. talking and laughing non-stop. shall have another one soon.
Poly memories: yr 1- was not really close to anyone till i started talking to my bestie shereen=) and my clique thn was her, bud bud, and boon keng. hanged out tgt and thats hw we passed thru yr1
yr 2- slight change in clique. was quite a complicated year. many things happened which lasted all the way till yr 3. but one person stood by me and supported me thru. which i really wish to thank you for standing by me and supporting me (well this is the reason).
yr 3- SIP at openMobile. boring sip. didnt learn anything except on how to spend time away in office watching online streaming shows. was during yr 3 whn bud bud and i become really close frens and know each other really well. miss the time whn we are sms-ing each other and just talking thru sms. and sharing our so- called secrets with each other. haha. how i wish we will be able to do that again. and yr 3 was my Major Project. had fun doing it and did learn quite abit of things. thou have problems frm time to time. but manage to solve it in the end
now some thank yous. for sec sch: thank my "brothers" glenn and ye wei especially. always having fun tgt
Team F.R.E.E: everyone. each and every one of them made team F.R.E.E a well known team in singapore. and the real run is whn everyone are tgt
Poly: You! thanks for supporting and stood by me all this time. well. really happy to have you around =) hope can be able to do the things i said abv again. heh
- memories make me talk like i got a music award. haha-
stupid me
-updated-
blah! made a can it be called mistake?
saying without thinking again. such a stupid moron i am.(maybe thats y im always alone and single. heh)
now no matter wad i do is too late. well hopefully things will be better after i wake up or whatnot. really just wish everything will be like *poof* and disappear into thin air
and i sware to myself that i will not be back to myself (thou thats half the reason. the other half is another reason). but thn which is really my oldself??? the emo, and think alot self. or was it the one tat im always smiling and happy self?? which one is the realy actual oldself of me? i myself do not know it too. but well i really do not want it to happen again... blah! dumb mistakes by stupid me...
that a side...
wnt to sch to play badminton today. well cant say im gd in tis sports coz i juz feel abit weird playing it. like i look funny and all and not doing wad is suppose to do. but well. i donno. but i did have fun thou. laughing from time to time. had fun. another badminton session next fri. hope will be fun too. and pray hard i wont do this bloody idiotic same mistake again!
-donno want i can do. hope things will be better-
blah! made a can it be called mistake?
saying without thinking again. such a stupid moron i am.(maybe thats y im always alone and single. heh)
now no matter wad i do is too late. well hopefully things will be better after i wake up or whatnot. really just wish everything will be like *poof* and disappear into thin air
and i sware to myself that i will not be back to myself (thou thats half the reason. the other half is another reason). but thn which is really my oldself??? the emo, and think alot self. or was it the one tat im always smiling and happy self?? which one is the realy actual oldself of me? i myself do not know it too. but well i really do not want it to happen again... blah! dumb mistakes by stupid me...
that a side...
wnt to sch to play badminton today. well cant say im gd in tis sports coz i juz feel abit weird playing it. like i look funny and all and not doing wad is suppose to do. but well. i donno. but i did have fun thou. laughing from time to time. had fun. another badminton session next fri. hope will be fun too. and pray hard i wont do this bloody idiotic same mistake again!
-donno want i can do. hope things will be better-
Thursday, May 8, 2008
cold hearted
i do not know what am i...
went to visit my 2nd uncle who is now down with cancer. and has spreaded and his condition is getting worse. he does not ave the appitite to eat thus leading him to the lack of energy to walk or even get out of bed. all he wants is to sleep. i can see e lost lots of weight. his hands are all skinny. having see all this i do not feel anything inside of me. yes i know i am sad somewhere deep down inside my heart. but i do not feel any pain. i really wonder why.. am i really that cold hearted? i donno. i just dont feel a thing. nothing at all....
but i do hope he can be better somehow...
and today talking to her, i got to know some things going on. ok i know she is feeling moodless and all now. but seriously i really hope she can be able to hold on. cause i know she can break down easily and i have seen it before. i really do not wish for it to happen. cause the last time i saw her broke down and me looking in the webcam and unable to do anything really make me feel useless and hurts me alittle somehow. I now just hope and pray that whatever she said on MSN will never ever happen. because if that really happens i do not know what will happen to her thou she said she cant be bothered and will not affect her. but when it becomes reality everything will be different and will sure to hit her hard. which i do not know how will she handle it. but still i hope nothing will happen to her. please stay strong....
and again saying all this i do not feel any pains and everything. am i really this cold hearted?? i do not know myself anymore....
well i guess certain things are happening around me in my life... and i seem so useless and everything. now knowing everything. but unable to do anything...i donno anymore....i'm lost in a mixture of cross-roads and feelings...
-Why am i faking all these to myself... seriouly i think i....-
went to visit my 2nd uncle who is now down with cancer. and has spreaded and his condition is getting worse. he does not ave the appitite to eat thus leading him to the lack of energy to walk or even get out of bed. all he wants is to sleep. i can see e lost lots of weight. his hands are all skinny. having see all this i do not feel anything inside of me. yes i know i am sad somewhere deep down inside my heart. but i do not feel any pain. i really wonder why.. am i really that cold hearted? i donno. i just dont feel a thing. nothing at all....
but i do hope he can be better somehow...
and today talking to her, i got to know some things going on. ok i know she is feeling moodless and all now. but seriously i really hope she can be able to hold on. cause i know she can break down easily and i have seen it before. i really do not wish for it to happen. cause the last time i saw her broke down and me looking in the webcam and unable to do anything really make me feel useless and hurts me alittle somehow. I now just hope and pray that whatever she said on MSN will never ever happen. because if that really happens i do not know what will happen to her thou she said she cant be bothered and will not affect her. but when it becomes reality everything will be different and will sure to hit her hard. which i do not know how will she handle it. but still i hope nothing will happen to her. please stay strong....
and again saying all this i do not feel any pains and everything. am i really this cold hearted?? i do not know myself anymore....
well i guess certain things are happening around me in my life... and i seem so useless and everything. now knowing everything. but unable to do anything...i donno anymore....i'm lost in a mixture of cross-roads and feelings...
-Why am i faking all these to myself... seriouly i think i....-
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
2nd letter of rejection
2nd rejection came today.
from NTU this time
so now is 2 down and one last 1 to go. which actually i know the answer alrdy. but oh wells *shrugs*
from NTU this time
so now is 2 down and one last 1 to go. which actually i know the answer alrdy. but oh wells *shrugs*
Monday, May 5, 2008
humans
long day.
wanted to go for a jog. but weather wasnt good. gray clouds covered the sky the whole day. and did rained alittle in the afternoon. hope it wont rain tomorrow
Wonder is it me or wad. always being so careless. slight burn on my finger while cooking lunch. Thn slight cut on my lips for donno wad reason (suspecting due to my dry lips cracked. which has been dry for quite sometime).
Tired and lost of appitite recently donno why.
ultra warm weather recently. you! and you! and especially you! remember to drink more water!
tired. shall stop here.
-The truth is.......
can only hide the truth. wanting to say but cant. can only keep it to myself and let time tell and nature take its course-
wanted to go for a jog. but weather wasnt good. gray clouds covered the sky the whole day. and did rained alittle in the afternoon. hope it wont rain tomorrow
Wonder is it me or wad. always being so careless. slight burn on my finger while cooking lunch. Thn slight cut on my lips for donno wad reason (suspecting due to my dry lips cracked. which has been dry for quite sometime).
Tired and lost of appitite recently donno why.
ultra warm weather recently. you! and you! and especially you! remember to drink more water!
tired. shall stop here.
-The truth is.......
can only hide the truth. wanting to say but cant. can only keep it to myself and let time tell and nature take its course-
Sunday, May 4, 2008
iron man
drove the whole day yest. shant think abt it.
watced iron man yest. nice show. have a slight mix of comedy in the actions. and the technology was WAY COOL!!! i wish i have the guy system in my house. or have his house as my own. hahaha. well. overall is a nice show tat can be watched in the cinema.
And now 1 down 2 to go. got my first letter of rejection by NUS. and i highly doubt i will hear good news from the other 2 uni. haix sad. now i shall wait for the appeal dates to appeal and try again.
watced iron man yest. nice show. have a slight mix of comedy in the actions. and the technology was WAY COOL!!! i wish i have the guy system in my house. or have his house as my own. hahaha. well. overall is a nice show tat can be watched in the cinema.
And now 1 down 2 to go. got my first letter of rejection by NUS. and i highly doubt i will hear good news from the other 2 uni. haix sad. now i shall wait for the appeal dates to appeal and try again.
Friday, May 2, 2008
baby photos...
Today happen to open the cupboard that have all my families photos which we took in the past. and happen to see all my baby and young photos. hahaha
They definately do not look like me at all!! i dont see any resemblance of me at all!! haha. okey. well here are some pics which i find are nicer =p
I got the driver genes in me!
I too have the acrobatic genes in me. haha
Study genes??? nah don't think i have it
This explains why i love to sleep or laze in bed
Used to love taking photos. haha
go ahead and laugh if u want. coz i laughed too when i looked at them. haha. so enjoy=p
They definately do not look like me at all!! i dont see any resemblance of me at all!! haha. okey. well here are some pics which i find are nicer =p
I got the driver genes in me!
I too have the acrobatic genes in me. haha
Study genes??? nah don't think i have it
This explains why i love to sleep or laze in bed
Used to love taking photos. haha
go ahead and laugh if u want. coz i laughed too when i looked at them. haha. so enjoy=p
Thursday, May 1, 2008
wild crazy life
hahaha. have a fun time talking to my scandal partner. wahahaha. you know who you are!! lol. my scandal "darling" hahahaha and got the inspiration for the words of my blog banner from her. thanks "darling". hahahaha! ok goosebumps all standing alrdy i guess for everyone. haha. but was fun talking to her.
wild + crazy life = fun life =D
another amazing thing happened. was talking to a fren which haven talk to him for some time. was my ex-supervisor whn i first started to work after o-lvl. happen to know that he is playing the same online game as me too (CabalSEA). haha and whn i asked him wads his character name. to my surprise it was one person which i happen to came across a few days ago. and whn i saw the name at first in the game. i was tinking could it be my fren. but assumed he was too bz to play games so should not be him. but to my surprise it was really him. haha. amazing how small this world is. even coincidence meetings can happen in online games. haha. cool
well i oso notice my tag board has been quiet for sometime. no one tagged my tag board T_T sadded
shall stop here...
-Amazed and wondering.... -
wild + crazy life = fun life =D
another amazing thing happened. was talking to a fren which haven talk to him for some time. was my ex-supervisor whn i first started to work after o-lvl. happen to know that he is playing the same online game as me too (CabalSEA). haha and whn i asked him wads his character name. to my surprise it was one person which i happen to came across a few days ago. and whn i saw the name at first in the game. i was tinking could it be my fren. but assumed he was too bz to play games so should not be him. but to my surprise it was really him. haha. amazing how small this world is. even coincidence meetings can happen in online games. haha. cool
well i oso notice my tag board has been quiet for sometime. no one tagged my tag board T_T sadded
shall stop here...
-Amazed and wondering.... -
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