Seriously this week had been a long and tiring week for me. Doing 3 physical trainings everyday. Im all shagged out now. And not to mentioned the doc said i had over strained my left calf muscle. Thus explains the pain i feel half way thru the week
Next week the whole cycle will repeat again. Haix =(

finally a long wkend for me. gonna do some resting up and prepare for certain things next week.nothing to say. all except that the rashes i suspected last wk was wrong. those were sand flies bite all over me. got cream to apply. seen improvments but still itces madly frm time to time. legs are more or less recovered. so left the itch to get rid off. blah...

The fact is that i still have feelings towards you
who am i bluffing when i say all that...
and thats so it hurts...

argh. not a good week for me this week...

firstly only manage to book out today at 6am due to the det live firing yest and only got 2hr of slp. thats not all. after the live firing and is like an out-field kind now i got some things like rashes all over my right leg and the right side of my back. and the itch is juz damn irritating and uncomfortable. argh! =(

if u think thats all. theres more. on my fri jump. my first jump was alright. but not the same for my 2nd one. my 2nd jump i landed on the runway of the airstrip and due to the strong wind i landing on my butt and taking majority of the impact. and now theres pain from sitting and walking and oso due to the akaward landing. i oso strained my left thigh. haix

all these add tgt and is super uncomfortable. haix i juz hope the rashes things can juz clear fast

somehow i can guess but,
somehow i just still cant let go,
somehow i think im just stupid
somehow i think im just dumb
somehow i miss you
somehow i still...