so how nowadays im living day by day letting it go by with no aims at all. just wasting my time day by day. is there any thing for me to aim and fight for? its just so pointless with nothing that i can aim to achieve or so. how i wish it can be like it use to be. where i have things to aim to. to improve on and to look forward to everyday. so aimless...
anw watched some shows and it just brought to my attention that humans really are complicated. we can do things easily but we at the same time chose not to do it as it is easier. like sometimes just saying a few more words like "please", "thanks", "welcome", "no problem" can show polite-ness and bring on a smile on a person, but we chose not to say it as an easier way to end conversations. and it not as polite and smiles will nvr appear.
also we can be easily contented and be happy. sometimes just small things/gestures/actions can make a person happy, but at the same time we always will try to achieve more to be happier. why cant we sometimes just be contented with what we have? why are we always trying to go higher and have more?
pardon me for this post. as sometimes wad things says in shows can be true. oh wells and i maybe just bored.. and trying to update something on my blog.
apprently im still holding on i don't know why...
