im offically a coporal now. after todays combined passing out parade to signify we completing our vocational training phase.

todays parade was tiring due to the long standing under the sun. but after a long wait. my coporal rank is dawned upon my sleeves. feel kinda proud to be promoted. but oso this marks the start of my next phase of NS life. detechment training in 1st commando battalion. and like was said to us. "Welcome to the battalion. Training wont get easier, it will only get tougher." and in our eye/ minds. this means "Welcome to hell, and your hell starts now."
well maybe i will be wrong i nvr know. but wad i really know is my life in NS will only get tougher now. and i will cont to have the image of going thru "hell" in my mind till further circumstances that MAY change my attitude.

for now i shall get my rest and mentally prepared.

O.O

and btw interesting application i saw on someone blog. interesting how they do it.

my motivation? juz cant stop wondering...

Merry Chirstmas and a Happy New Year to everone! may all your wishes come true in the new year!

whee. its this time of the year again. where streets are filled with chirstmas spirits and love of couples all ard. its a nice cooling weather and yet heart warming season. how i wish the there are more of this kind of festive seasons. haha

ok that aside. celebrated my xmas wif some frens. went to minds cafe and played a card game called 'bang'. an interesting game, and quite fun to play. after which went to catch a mid night movie of 'yes man'. quite an interesting show, and not to mantion is funny, well the main actor is jim carrey. so its a funny and nice comedy show.
After the movie did a little gift exchange among the grp of frens. got my present on last mind thou. haha. after tat headed home. not a bad way to spent my christmas night.

oh btw, i must have not been to central for a freaking long time. coz i didnt know there is a another shopping centre at clark quay. called 'The Central'. god i must have start to explore the central of singapore once again. and will be going to explore the central again sometime soon. to have a look around.

now i shall get some sleep...

wish everyone a merry chirstmas and a happy new year!
hopetogooutwithyasometime

will everything just come to an end this manner???

stuck in my head like forever... crap...

back and alive!! haha

juz did my first live decent today from a chinook(for those who donno is the chopper u always see during NDP that has the singapore flag hung on it) the distance above ground was 1000ft (ard 400m)

well while i was there got a mixture of feelings, scared and excited. but while i was in the aircraft and waiting to get to the altitude and my turn to jump. all i was thinking was fear frm the hight. coz its quite high. haha.

when its finally my turn. i got no time at all to think "oh its my turn alrdy and im scared" the next sec i know is im in the air and having heart beat racing all over the shop. haha but once the parachute is opened everything was ok and was aiming for the grass patch below me for a soft and safe landing. and here i am. safe and sound and ok. heh heh

all i can say is a good and well deserved experience. i have never tot of me jumping out frm a plane or so wif a parachute. and here i am. i did it! heh heh. quite looking forward to my next jump. woo! haha

2 more days. And counting. Getting more and more nervous and scared of injury more as day goes by. Hope i will come back ok. Haha

3 more days till 1000ft above ground. Feeling nervous, anxious and excited as i will not know wad to expect. Hope everything will go well and good weather

Been a week since the start of my basic airborne course. All i can say now is this course is uber tiring. Both physically and mentally demanding. For now im looking forward both excited and nervous of my live decent next thur.
Now currently suffering from a mild concussion due to the frequent hitting my head on the floor due to the impacts. And aside from that oso having muscle aches on my neck and hip and thighs and having some pains while walking. Last but not least have a bruise on my inner left knee which is the size of three 50 cents coin. Cant imagine i have this much injury. Heh
Well for now all i want is to jump out and get my badge

in a few hours time will be going back to camp. and back to doing my airborne drills.
feeling damn depressing going back to camp. and now demorlize once again.

hmmm. wonder wad can get my moral up again?
well actually i think i have the answer to this question myself. heh
hope days till my live decent will come fast.

-maybe im not as mature as i seems...-
-i donno what i shld say now. whatever-

having stiff neck now...

somehow feeling a little disappointed now...
thinking back to those times when names were called
how i wish it can happen just again

now im a 5 mth soldier.
no longer a Recruit, no longer a Private. now im a Corporal. finally i have something on my sleeve. haha. but then im will still be treated like a Recruit. so it dont really make much difference to my life. oh wells...

today is my first day of my Basic Airborne Course. all i can say for now is. its super shag and tiring. and the drills looks easy. but somehow its not as easy as it seems to execute it. and now my neck, my waist and my shoulders are all aching and my knee and part of my shoulder oso alrdy has bruise on it. but well im looking forward to the tower jump and the actual live decent frm an air plane 10000ft above ground.

now i shall stop and go rest...

-Hope that i have chance to ask u out -