soon starting my airborne phase.
hmmm. once again im stress over wad i want. esp after hearing somethings from an instructor. i really wonder how long can i keep up. the criteria seems far to reach. thou i know i have constently reach all the criteria so far. but im really pressured on not being able to reach it sooner or later. this pressure juz keeps coming everytime a new criteria is announced.. and with the 2 most tiring tasks coming up next year. it even pressure me more to keep up with the rest and the pace
esp now im having a phobia of barbed wire due to me falling straight into the middle of a barbed wire. therefore leading to my current phobia of falling into it again. dang
well i juz hope somethings can happen to help me get back my confidence and motivation to push on. but i must say i have no idea hw have i survived for nearly 6mth now. haha. kinda glad abt it too thou..
-请告诉她我还想她.-
-reminiscing the past. puts a smile on me. =)-
-guess some motivation is you?-
-reminiscing the past. puts a smile on me. =)-
-guess some motivation is you?-
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