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yet another update.

this week feel really tired somehow. always wanted to slp early but end up didnt. haha
had 2 test this week. weapon handling test and first-aid test. all i can say is the 2 tests are easy and is meant to help us pass easily.
Also this week had a taste of SOC (Standard Obstacle Course). all the stations are ok and quite easy to cross. the main prob that gives me some prob are swing-trainer (monkey-bar) and low-rope. but i think in due time. i will be able to overcome them easily.

that aside (away from army things)...

it will be nearing one year since i started everything. and i can say lots of things changed as the time passed. good or bad i do not know. but all i know there are happy times and sad times. and yet im still holding on up till now. i wont say "i wonder why" i think i know the reason. just i do not dare to face it or say it out thats all.
i guess it will be stupid and silly of me to keep thinking about you, missing you when im suppose to be concentrating on my training instead. is just i cant help it sometimes. i guess its just silly of me to do all this but i wont deny it that im doing it. that i miss you and think abt you.
i guess im still holding on and waiting i suppose. but where will it lead to i dont know. just do not want to put any stress or pressure on you. and will always be her for the you when you need a support.

heh. i guess you out there reading it will find that im stupid to say all this. just dont want to stress you...