talents

been finding and watching videos of a korean variety show tat my fren intro to me.
a very nice show. features talents that ppl have.
and i believe each and everyone of us have a talent in us.
we were given talents thou sometimes with a price of something else.

Some people may be blind. but they are granted hearing talents like pitch, sound and music recognisation which most of us dont.
Some people maybe deaf. but they are granted sight talents tat enable thm to see things that normally people wont notice.

Everyone have a different talents.
Some are born smart.
Some are born able to absorb things they learn faster then others.
Some are born good looking, handsome/pretty/beautiful/cute with unique and nice facial feature
Some are born to be able to know multiple language/sports/tasks and be good in every one of it
Some are born to be naturally outspoken and be liked by everyone easily, and having huge circle of friends
Some are born to be able to entertain and make ppl laugh and happy and bring smile to their faces
Some are just born with genes in them. be it sports, musical, acadamic
And lastly, some are born to always be successful in things they do

So wad is mine? 20 years have passed, wad is the talent tat i have, tat makes it "me" wif my own uniqueness? Is it still undiscovered? or i do not have one. but tis will onli contradict wif wad i said abt everyone having a talent. so wad is mine? to be frank do i have any i wonder. even it sound contradicting...
and..pls dont. it onli makes it worse...
and one last ting to wonder. ppl say the past will nvr return or happen agn. so why is there a saying goes "history repeats itself" and the word "Déjà vu" exists? i really wonder. do the past really nvr happens agn and can nvr return?

-do the past really gone forever? cant it be the same?"