understaing reality

Get to know and understand somethings.
Well getting to know and understand a thing is easy. BUT to face the reality of it may not be as easy as it is said to be. the black and white of a matter. is it really that ez to face the reality of it?
all i can say for myself now is i have been running. always running from reality. but in actual fact i can nvr run away from reality, wad im doing im onli delaying to face it. Thats reality...
Wellthe past is gone with time. wad the future holds is to move forward. will try to face reality now in the face instead of running. but wonder if i can really do it. =/

Enough of that. these few weeks totally no mood and sian of playing games. a couple of my frens have asked me wad happened to my account to a game. i juz said im too sian to play these few weeks. really do not have the mood to play any games (except for one which i juz leave it there to do a thing thn i can juz multitask to do other things till i need to change target in the game which is ard every 5min?) so ya. haven been playing much games recently. coz im simply to moodless and sian to play. really wonder why so.. weird
but actually moodless and sian to do anyting. lets juz see as times go past will i be able to gain back my mood to play games. till thn. do not know wad to do.. =P

-moodless and sian..-