stupid me

-updated-

blah! made a can it be called mistake?
saying without thinking again. such a stupid moron i am.(maybe thats y im always alone and single. heh)

now no matter wad i do is too late. well hopefully things will be better after i wake up or whatnot. really just wish everything will be like *poof* and disappear into thin air

and i sware to myself that i will not be back to myself (thou thats half the reason. the other half is another reason). but thn which is really my oldself??? the emo, and think alot self. or was it the one tat im always smiling and happy self?? which one is the realy actual oldself of me? i myself do not know it too. but well i really do not want it to happen again... blah! dumb mistakes by stupid me...

that a side...

wnt to sch to play badminton today. well cant say im gd in tis sports coz i juz feel abit weird playing it. like i look funny and all and not doing wad is suppose to do. but well. i donno. but i did have fun thou. laughing from time to time. had fun. another badminton session next fri. hope will be fun too. and pray hard i wont do this bloody idiotic same mistake again!

-donno want i can do. hope things will be better-