graduated from TP 2008 IIT MWC

Today marks the final moments of the existance of 0502833G in TP-IIT-MWC
I have offically graduated from TP with a diploma. It only seems like yesterday whn i first started life in poly. and now everything has come to an end. come to think of it. i really regretted not doing alot of things. but oh wells. its over. and its time to move on in life. guys go NS gals go uni or work.
but one thing is for sure. i will miss the times in poly with all my frens. the fear of losing contacts with each other (esp you. opps) just keeps coming frm time to time. coz who knows wad will happen whn we go NS rite. but i do wish that the best case scenario will always happen =)
Took quite a number of photos with everyone and everyone was very happy to graduate. i am too. but am i putting up a fake front as i know deep down im sad due to the fact that we may not be able to meet as often in future. but oh wells. hope for the best! (shall upload the photos after i compiled everyones photo together). Cant believe but i graduated from poly. and if only i had done somethings that i now regret for not doing. everything will be perfect. but well. time to move i guess..

that said...

met chuan yan for dinner. wnt to billy bombers for dinner. had mixed grill. was so-so. shld have juz ordered the ribs. haha. but i love the shake. it was fantastic! had a great time talking to chuan yan abt random stuffs. thou at one point i was shocked she asked me a question whn i didnt expect and didnt believe wad i said. and insisted that im not saying the truth. haha
thn met leticia at mac and slacked there and talked till like 12mn then headed home.

had a fun day. but i know deep down hiding among all the smiles and happiness, there is a part of sadness inside. which to me is unavoidable. so yea. now counting down to NS...

-P.S. a short post of what i think abt you. sorry if it sounds weird and make you akaward, just a short post which i tink if i bottle up i will feel worse. here goes. well. to be frank im really afraid of us losing contact and drifting apart. really do not wish it to happen. i know i shld not be thinking abt it but really i just cant help it. haix. guess its me that has this problem. ppl said things which shocked me frm time to time. but always trying to explain myself till i convince them. i know it may make u feel weird and akaward. but guess its my fault for all this mess. and can only say im sorry for all this. but bottomline is i just hope we will remain the way we are and if there is chance. can be closer. and nvr be drifted apart. and like my personal msg wonder if there is a possibility of further development more thn now??? and the really bottom of bottomline. i said it online =x
and lastly i really do hope you to get well soon. hope u will have a checkup if its not getting better. if only i can drag u to a doc. not being to do anything i feel kinda useless being such a close fren. but not being able to do anything. =x-

i know im so gonna regret typing all that out. as i know there is a possibility that it will make u feel weird and akaward. yes i know ppl reading this will think im weird. if i will feel such things y do i still type it out. but im just being honost with myself and not bottling up anything. but from the bottom of my heart thats how i felt today for the whole day. well. i just hope things wont be as bad as i am thinking now. coz i juz know that the feeling of the possibility i mention is high. just dont want to scare you off like last time again... =/

oh wells. tired. slp...