thinking

bio clock is going haywire here. been waking up earlier and earlier and slping later and later. wonder wad happened? woke up early but unable to go back to slp. could onli lie and laze in bed wif my eyes wide opened. weird

well. today wnt to suntec for cabal event. was bored at hm so wnt. well. managed to see some interestings there on the stage. but sometings could be better like the venue. was placed abit out of nowhere. lol. but amazed to see the number of sec sch kids playing tis game. tinking back to the good old years whn i was young. there was no such things as online games. heh. can juz see the amt of technology improvement has gone thru over 20 years of my life.

watched a show recently. has set me tinking certain tings.

what do all the things around me mean to me?
What do my frens means to me?
What do the things i do means to me?
What is the purpose of the things i do?
Why am i trying to hard to do everything?
What do i want to achieve from the things i do?
Why do i continue to do all these things?
What are You to me?
What do You mean to me?
What does each words mean to me?
Do i want to be alone..? If so why..? If not.. why not..?
What kind of fake mask i have on?
Am i lost..? How do i know..?

so many questions but i do not know my answers for everything. different answers will achieve different outcomes.. so what is my answers?
Whatever happened to those laughters..?

P.S. not thinking alot. questions are adapted from the shows i watched. dont worry abt my thinking. heh